3:57 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
ermm..well.todae.got scolded by mdm t**..stupid lorr..for the first time ever in HER life i nvr bring books and she wanna SHOUT like the whole world is hers!blady...nvm lor coz during the hamper competition we were like grandmother and grandchild lor..or rather 'lady boss' and secretary..we as in me.rafiqin.aaron koh the three of us crazie like siao...ahas.not really us.aaron sOO the good boy do all mdm t** ask him to do...onlie me and raf..go walk here walk there then putri was like waiting for us in class...then me and putri SUPER SUPER HIGH and siao..our brains were like haywire ready...ahas. cannot tahan siia...teach raf 'dirty' stuffs...we were really out of control...ahas.then the security guard came...not long after fana and zu came oso...soo we went back.then in the mrt we were also siao but this time its all the four of us...the most laughing girl award goes too...... FARHANA!!the star...she laugh oh my god...like she has nvr ever laugh before...then too much laughing the stupid mrt driver go and jerk the mrt then i ACCIDENTALLY stepped on a sleeping person's feet and she look at me like unsatisfied..so what??i apologised ok....stupid...damn stupid and retarded!!summore fcuking mdm t** ask me go from cchy at 1.10 to my hse at wdlands and back to cchy AGAIN just for those TWO stupid damn exercise books...what the fcuk siia she... serious ar farhana??sure kana one lor...complain lor... it wasnt 100% our fault what...the mrt driver go and jerk mah.... but partly was our fault because we laugh like hell...as if world is gonna end soon...haiyor!!well.didnt get to see the end product of the hampaer for todae's competition but farhana make an effort to take the photos lor..so i very evil and grabbed it..sorry farhana.ahas.
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then todae onlie farhana and putri saw him!!argh!!stupid....its always them!!ALWAYS!!darn it... then me??when will it be my turn??when lor?anyways the spongebob was damn cute....just like my cute lil RAIN!!awww...ur sOO sweet...he's getting cuter and shuai-er each day man!!well.too bad lor...we ARE NOT fated to meet...stupid.stu-pete.just my bad fate.whatever it is.i dont care.if we can meet.or rather 'terserempak'...then meet lor...kalau tak...i will die soon because of missing u too much??ahas.
rain i <333
6:20 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
woah!!its been sOO long since i last posted.ahas.well.theres lots and lots and lots of things that have been happening and changing around me or in me.ermm.i have been fever-ing for two days.then went to poly.get medicine and MC.came back to school on friday.then got NP.so got my uniform.wow.it looks sOO the prestigious siia..lame.ok.then back from NP.something strange+surprising+shocking+astonishing+scary happened to me.ARGH!!!im DAMN scared siia..will somebody just help miie here!!!pls!!!nvm.its girls stuff.and PERSONAL+CONFIDENTIAL...so theres authority for me to write about it here...ahas.but seriously it was sOO scary...anyway theres this so called 'ball'..ahas.not dinner&dance but i got the bursary of $200*yeay* and it will be held at Raffles City Convention Ballroom.so i got the invitation and it was like sOO grand.*ahhh*...ahas.so lots of things to say.overall feelings:happy+scared(very)+sad.
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ok.now.my results.i called it resultsuck.coz it really sucks.very.ahas.not so good.not even good.its not NOT bad.its very BAD.argh....
maths: C6
sci: C5
mly: A1*yeay*
lit: B3(CA marks will pull up my SA marks) hopefully..
basically thats all i know for now..will update again soon...hehe..bye..
rain i still love you.no matter what i will always love you.<333
10:10 PM
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
hell ya peeps!!im fcukingly happie today(: i got my dog tag with putri too.she also has it.i really want to show you guys the pictures.but i SERIOUSLY need somebody to teach me how to transfer photos. actually i know.-_- i have the USB cable but i dont have the CD or sth... whatever it is la... haiyor!! very hard la... sOO troublesome!!then i dont know WHAT IS UP with this blogger.i want to post then the formatting buttons dont know la.out of place! i was like WTF!!ARGH! life has been miserable for me.with the situation with him.i dont know.english was ok-ok.i was like 'wth?is it this thin??' it was damn thin sia...onlie 3 pages??ahas.whateverla.im happie i got my dog tag + my playboy earring. awww..it was so cute and sweet and it attracted my attention the most among the rest of the earrings. ahas.well.im FINALLY finished with the summarising from chapters 1-9 of the SCIENCE textbook. DAMN it.tmr finally the stupid unwaiting day comes.let it pass by as fast as possible!so my brain wont go BRAIN DEATH!<-- that was the topic for the eng paper.lol. hmms.. he sucks la! go to hell with him!i hate him till the end of my life!!remember that!hahas.heys lets go funky this 30 may!!well.i had the so-called 'trying out the outfit'.and it was DARN nice sia... cant wait. wanna join?come down to east coast park this 30 may for the most enjoyable and memorable day of yr life!!*im one of the organisers* ahas.so happie!well.i seriously dont want HIM to spoil my never ending happie life! u wanna be sad?emo 24/7??go ahead!! dont invite me to join in!hahas.that WAS sarcastic..well.nurul.u dont have any choice but to be SARCASTIC.hahas.enough for today.my blog DAMN FCUKINGLY DULL without pictures.nvm lor..since i dont really have readers.how saddening):
rain.i want you back. i <3 this ="=""> <3..its>
9:19 PM
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
its feels weird when suddenly LIT was fcukingly hard todae..didnt expect it to be that tough. *hellos.its MYE we're talking about girl* but it has already passed.so no point complaining.well.just hope i pass lor because the POEM..i dont understand a single shit it was saying.*like WTH!* tmr is eng paper II.haiyor!secondary school sOO many subjects de... prime school very early finish.it was like 5 subjects the most?hmmms.no point complaining rite?oh ya..yesterday very SUPER fun take neoprints with &emo punk gal& and &emo princess& unfortunately saddening, &emo queen& did not follow. got a 'date' or sth.ahas.FARHANA!!why didnt you follow??our poster very incomplete lehs!!but i spoiled ONE of the photos coz it was supposed to be EMO.but i *smiled*..spoiling rite..ahas.
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erm.he was okay yesterday.but not today.dont know whats up with him.ahas.hope he's doing fine.(: he was cute yesterday!i just cant resist it.but he IGNORES me sometimes.how saddening rite. ahas.yippees!!my dog tag tmr!!yippes!argh! i cant wait!tmr...faster come!!
i love/miss/sayang/rindu RAIN... ok?
7:56 PM
Monday, May 7, 2007
heys.hows the day going?hahas.well.its one paper down.geog?dont bother anymore! yeays!tmr it will be my favourite subject's turn!guess what is that lucky subject.ahas.geog was ok-ok.section D was quite tough though. i was like stuck in the middle of the question. i was like "what the hell is that after canopy??" arghh!! putri got it right! unfortunately for me! it was emergent and undergrowth! how the f*ck did ground and branches get there?? stupid + dumb. hmmmss... well.lots of writing tmr!(: ermm.. i was telling myself on the way to school this morning. "rain.i will do my best for you. anyways. this result ISNT for you afterall. its for my future rite?ahas.but he's my motivation.isnt that like a GREAT news??" well.there goes my stupid 'motivation'. he IGNORED me!! argh! how dare he!! well. hopefully he's doing well in his exams! jiayou! *self-motivating??* whatever!
rain pls dont be IGNORANT!
10:45 PM
Saturday, May 5, 2007
oh god! its two days away before the meet is launched. the meet with the MYE 2007 GEOGRAPHY PAPER. its the final countdown. just cant believe it. how time really flies. yesterday came back from school take out geog textbooks. started reading a few pages. then dont know why lost concentration. didnt really read from word to word. at the most is reading the summary from each chapter. argh!! hopefully can get over this stupid dumb crush i had with him. he is just useless in the overall view. doesnt really help. **ck la... hahas. well. i watched spiderman III and its kinda fun! cool la that movie. you guys should watch it.... hahas. well.. i need to revise on my geog. see ya next time... *blueks*
9:00 PM
Friday, May 4, 2007
heys. sat for mly paper I todae. ok-ok lah.. not bad. hahas. as if. mdm**n rocks lah! damn stupid! exam the students can talk sia.. hahas. i was one of them talking silently. nah. the exam about to start stop talking lor. from 8 all the way to 9.45 didnt stop working on it. left 15 min check everything. then double-check. then triple-check. then STOP. hand up the papers. stayed for about 40 min for stupid GEOG test. its stupid because of miss ***. fcuk her la. whatever! then after 11.20 stop test. stayed on for the LAST LIT remedial with miss sangeetha. she rocks la! hahas. (: around 12 went to mcdonald at khatib with zu and putri. eat mc-flurry(slurrp! d:) then almost going came this 'big' group of boys from NAVAL BASE SEC i think. miang giler! fcuk la they all.
ONE OF THE GUY: eh gurl. tau A-M-I-R-A-H?
ZU & PUTRI & ME: *speechless* nvr layan at all.
then they keep pestering us. luckily girls from dunno whatever sec sch came and layan them. so we CHIAO lor.. very the scared leh... woah! if not..... nvm. went to zu house. zu went to my house. gerek arh. then discuss about 'BAND' so...
DRUMMER: nurulrasyidatulhuda
GUITARIST(BASS/ELECTRIC): sitifarhana/putriamalina (i think...)
KEYBOARD: noorzuhairah
maybe ask JU-ON for help. he's quite good. (: hopefully it will be........... nvm. there's no need for further clarification rite. i dont think its neccessary. wanna noe then find us. okies. so ok. thats it for today. till then DADA!
EMO-SIONS ROCKS!
8:13 PM
Thursday, May 3, 2007
well. i guess im too annoying and cikgu cant stand me anymore. she just get pissed off i guess. hmms... i regretted man. since the very first mly lesson we had, i think cikgu has been tolerating me and putri. i appreciate very preciously each and every second spent in mly class. we slack alot in class. but just now was so astonishing. i reali cried hard in my deepest part of my heart even though it doesnt reflect on my face and didnt reali took it to my heart. but i just feel GUILTY sometimes causing ppl to scold me. hmms.. nurul what have you done! fcuking hell! damn it! i already promised to behave but it looks like all the promises goes into the drain.. *no promises*. i hope i can forget this before i see cikgu's sweet innocent face again. she's a nice teacher afterall. shudn't do that to her.
IM REALLY REALLY SORRY CIKGU. I HOPE I DID NOT DISAPPOINT YOU. FORGIVE ME.
woah! what the **ll! begging for forgiveness? te xia.. its not even hari raya dude! *a small forced smile* i bet this week isn't a GOOD week afterall. hmms... rain hasn't been talking to me. instead avoiding me or rather ignored me. arghs.. finding fault with zu.. gettng cikgu worked out! what a poor girl..
rain.. wo xiang ni! wo xiang ni!! remember!
9:50 PM
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
hey ya! wassup. well. woah. i just make it to finish watching hana kimi(rather OLD story) at youtube in just 3 days! hahas. i broke a record. whatever! the movie was *wordless*. i cant describe it. hahas. for anybody who hasn't watch it. i tell you im 100% asking you to watch it even though its an outdated drama series. hehe. well. but the ending was quite abrupt though.never thought the ending would be like that. hahas.
I LOVE RUI XI(ella), QUAN(w
u zun) & XUI YI(jiro)! from left: ella chen (lu rui xi)
center: jiro wang (xui yi)
right: wu zun (quan)
aww... arent they just cute. hehes. never ever thought i would fall in love with chi actors/actresses. gees.
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anyways. today had my health screening. oh god. the nurse is like an interviewer of me sia... ask me tons of questions before i can enter the cover curtains or whatsoever it is. owed $6 just to buy the PE attire because of my forgetfulness. how worst can it be! argh.. whatever la. lame. lame. lame. stupid craps. well. right now i can only describe myself with 3 adjectives. -=stressed.depressed.disappointed=-
# stressed>>exams around the corner and is just starting. anyways. who doesnt get all worked out because of exams rite.
# depressed>>he ignored me. he avoided me. he simply do not want to talk to me. why? why? and why? that STUPID idiotic retarded person is pissing me off. yr sorry is NOT forgiven hor... dont be too happie yet.. you can fcuk for all you want. sorry about the vulgars. dont mind. anyways. even if you mind. arent you equally the same as "kepo nyonya under the block". hahas. what a lame example! whateverla! see la. talk about him only. my mood is ruined!
wo ai ni = wo xiang ni = pang wo la rain!! argh!!! zhuan shu tian shi pls come back! ):
9:44 PM
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
ellos! heys. happy LABOUR day everyone! but i dont think its a labour day for me.. ): well. i have been trapped in the house for 2 days stret. how boring cud it be! my mom went to expo for a 2-day exhibition of whatever stupid stuff. my dad went for a 1-day seminar at NUS. i am trapped in this small lil tiny house with 4. its F-O-U-R. 4 what? four stupid irritating nonsensical lame brothers. i bet in a years' time. i will be in a place where i shouldn't be. B-U-A-N-G-K-O-K M-E-N-T-A-L P-A-R-K.
peeps. this is the IMH we're talking about. choy.choy. i DO NOT wish to go there. yucks. well. zhuan shu tian shi(my angel) where are you?? save me.
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i cant stand it any longer. it is just too risky for me to admire him. he dont bother. in fact. he doesnt even know it. he has been avoiding or rather ignoring me. since that STUPID DUMB incident happened. how i wish it just wouldnt happened. or is it because of the exam period? i dont know. how i wish i wud know. *sigh* the ignorance is too deep. way too deep. it has never been like this before. anyways. i dont bother. because I myself have IMPORTANT stuff to do rather than pestering him. hmmm... there's still geog.sci.maths i have to ketchup. no way Nurul! you're doing too slow. at yr rate. this cant be a success! ARGH! how time flies. and its almost half of the year! aww... how sad! ): its too depressing if you keep thinking about it. WAY TOO DEPRESSING. then. stop bothering about it. and think of stuffs that make yrself happie! (: but.. if i think about him. it sometimes make me happie. most of the time. saddening. what should i keep myself occupied with? books in frnt of me? no way man. i can go haywire. NP? there's no NP. what? what is it? give me some time to think about it. x:
2:56 PM
i seriously have nothing to do
what the hell were we doing..??
we are basically wasting our precious time
my dumbdumb bedroom
my 'beautiful' classroom
there was this cute little kettle
first stage
second stage
last stage before it went back to being healthy
mr zaqy mohamad
we are registering for CSS/anugerah...-.- whatever nurul.
its worth $250.00
i got it peeps!
i love the ceiling of the ballroom!
my queue card
im proud to be a rep from CCHY!
~candid shot <33
NPCC is our passion
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