Friday, March 30, 2007
ello! back from np! ytd was cool again! noe why? all of them was 'approacheable'!! cool la... 'oo' & 'rain' & 'kiddy' & 'bla2'!! cool sia.... todae got footdrill... intro to the ranks and badges... great man! though it was tiring enuf... had the interactions with CIs... hmmm.... quite slack ar todaes np.... yeay! 11 april going the K-9 unit!! too bad can onli see the dogs... cant touch them!! haha... sry dogs!
ouh... ya... well being one of the organizers for the outing is COOL!!! special t-shirts for us! lols.... we gonna rock u guys man! if u think its lame.... get out of the wae! this outing is onli for those who has been working hard enuf coping in sec skool.... *sobs* nvr see 'kiddy' todae... onli a glance.... and that gurl saw him ryt in front of her eyes!! darn it! when is it gonna rain? love rainy daes!! jus luv it wen it rains..... aww... have to do that lame project!! HATE it!!!!!!! HATE it loads! i hate! i hate! i hate!!!! well... no choice! fuck la that project!! argh!!!!! will sumone jus help me! cant bliv i was 'hugging' that pole with putri!!! lols.... it has a significance u noe.... dun ever u go near that pole! or else! this is a first WARNING!! watch out if u dare go near it!! anwe we have special names for those poles.... aww... love u guys.... gave them a muax!! we were reali crazie kissing those 'stiff' poles.... lols.... jk...
okies.... nurul bersurai.... one check.... muax! love u 'rain'!
8:12 PM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
seriously....i dun noe wads happening around me... things jus seem to be different to me... lols... ytd was the bez man! 3 at the same tyme?? GOSH..... sux man.... on call....chatting....and sms-ing. 'oo' & 'bla2' & 'rain'!! finally!! its raining!! haha.... love u 'rain'! guess who does wad.... haha... right guess... a bar of choc maybe.... nvm if ur still confused... that shud be the wae! confusing ppl! haha.... i noe im evil jus lyke my idol! 'rainy' daes has made my empty heart quite filled sumwhere.... its was outraging but turned cold.... hehe.... can i have more of rainy daes?? wud luv that....
motivating myself now.... motivate to wad?? excel in studies.... nah thats a diff storie altogether!! my stupid BLACK panda eyes!! familiar?? getting rid of them.... SLOWLY... u cant get results instantly ryt? so i'll wait..... GO AWAY U STUPID PATCHES!!! i hate u guys!! u r jus nuting but making my face spoiling!!! and my fringe need to be straighten..... AGAIN!!! blady hell.... im so imperfect!! im sorie i cant be perfect..... heard that sumwhere befor... hehe... woah! exams around the corner.... wishing myself luck.... haizz.... had not been watching tv lately.... very rare to watch tv.... dun noe why.... sure have miss a lot of programmes!! lols.... well thats it now.... update again soon....
nurul bersurai.... muax!
9:12 PM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
ello ppl... feeling DAMN tired now... dun noe why this week has been sleeping in class.... the fact is: i cud not open my eyes! dun noe why... i tried opening it wide and big but doesnt work either..... can u imagine...sleepy red eyes..sloughing...head on the table... God....did not even hv the chance to take even a 10 min nap.... and i feel lyke skipping np this fridae.... my legs are complaining already... they cant take it anymore.... my muscles all refuse to function.... they jus stopped.... the more i force them to work the more they refuse to work... wth.... if this continues.... i tell u.... im gonna die sooner or later..... hmmm....
i feel lyke killing myself!! bored to death sia!! lucky putri is here to accompany on the fon! and despite the problems and wadsoever thingy.... theres still room for happiness!! im quite happy for some reasons which u dun have to noe! onli my heart will feel this feelings im feeling ryte now.... geddit? confused? forget it....
yea! its raining!! at least 'rain' is also here to 'accompany' me! lols... rain rain cum again! cum again to play with me! i love it when its raining!! woohoo.... here is wad i bliv in...
[Lucky is the boy who is the first love of a girl, but luckier is the girl who is the last love of a boy]
okey dokey... nurul bersurai.... updated!
3:40 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
hi ppl! todae is a very tiring dae even though it shudnt... had the heats... finally... ran the 200m without confidence at all... did not do my best obviously... purposely disqualify myself... and now im having leg cram!! argh!! will sumbody jus help me with this crams!! it hurts!! 'oo' very sombong!! org ckp tak nak layan... menyampah!! 'rain' nvr come!!!! argh!! the dae went out quite dreadfully.... *sobs* and FINALLY!!!! 'bla2' smiled at me!!! yeay!! finally! or did he? lols... according to Putri... he might be smiling at the tree behind me which was quite IMPOSSIBLE!! how cud he possibly smile at a tree? lame ryt? ape je... onli a retarded person will smile at a tree.... *DUH*
todae is also my very horror dae... coz found out sumting very unacceptable... cnt bliv my former classmate's mom just passed away... i cnt bliv the fact.... i jus cnt accept it... *speechless* i just felt like sobbing till the end.... *sigh* why must problems and burdens and dreadful things keep popping out? why cant it jus be cheerful everydae? isnt it lyk better rather than listening to all those terrible stuff.... each dae, my heart breaks and making bigger holes.... and when its at that condition... its very tideous.... *sigh* i have to motivate myself in some waes.... no matter how tideous it cud be... life still have to go on.... we cnt jus stop here...
todae also my bibik sms me!! huhu... all happening at the same tyme!! its been two months since she went back... kinda 'miz' her.. this is one good news huh.... lols.... this is what we call lyfe... in jus one dae we can hv ups and also downs.... and the downs might reali hurt u sumtymes.... but no matter how hurtful the downs can be... we hv to face it with courage... and persevere to strive for the best.... ryt?
thats wad my teacher used to tell me... hmmm.... one piece of good advice... lols... ok... nurul bersurai... *yawns*
10:13 PM
Monday, March 26, 2007
aloha ppl.... jus bored here.. well todae nuting much happen.. except for the fact that i SLEPT in class.. lols.. think mrs chia saw it... anwe who cares! i was DAMN sleepy... my eyes cud not even open... i tried to sat stret but i was 'swaying' all over... so embarassing....i hate geog!! for all i want!!! i dun care... fucking hell!! that tong sampah.... byk songeh ar... leceh siol... at least ms loh better!! seriously speaking... trainee teachers SUX!! hate trainee teachers... WOW!! i maki alot sia... sowie...
well... talking about angriness... sumone can jus be by my side to brighten up my life... but it seems that he doesnt even care....'rain' cum back to me... dun leave me here all alone... 'kiddy'... im so sorie... i hate u but i luv u... u were once there to cheer my lyfe... but u faded...y did u have to go... jus bcoz of that 'LIMAU'?? or that 'gedik'?? pls la... stop ur NONSENSE!! i reali tried to improve my lyfe and not making it MORE MISERABLE.... lyke u did.... im trying to glue back my broken pieces of heart and u r there to break it again... oh dear... how much i miss u... onli God noes... since now there is 'rain' to make me feel 'cool''....u r jus a useless brat to me... u r nuting to me already... u broke my high dreams into pieces...
'rain' u r the only person i have now... nobody else.. BTW PPL 'RAIN' IM MENTIONING HERE IS NOT THE KOREAN BAND OK.... get it stret... but im quite happie for whatever i have now... i jus need sumbody to love me... (and my parents already did...) lols... ya.. i noe its lame... jus LAME... but im still too young to noe wad is love... i still have a long wae to go... my future is still unclear.... i have not yet to understand the meaning of a true love.... its jus useless dreaming and wasting my tyme!! well.. thats all folks... chit chat again next tyme! nurul bersurai...
8:45 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
the three best buds... 
awww... sweet couples..
say cheese *snap*
stop fighting will ya?
emo punk?
stop fighting will ya?ola! back from another tiring but seriously GREAT dae!! from 9am till now then reach home.... i was out all the wae... 9 am headed for JURONG BIRD PARK!! great tyme with my family there...lols... the birds were DAMN CUTE!! especially the penguins... awww.... how cute of u.... snap some shots... will upload it soon.... insya allah... came to the aviary where the birds were flying 'freely'.... and one of them ALMOST dropped the faeces on me!!! EWW..... disgusting bird..... the show were sure enjoyable!! amigo was the smartest parrot ever..... ate the ben and jerry ice cream(slurrp!) went around summore.... love the mo-hawk!! they r sure my boifrens!! lols.... 3h at the park.... stret awae met putri at boots n shoes.... headed for syafiq's hse at khatib... met delfin james syafiq there.... both of us were BULLIED!! hmph... reach his hse... had lunch... started on the LAME project(which we did not even do)... coz we were giggling.... laughing....giggling again.... laughing again.... reali crazie... so loud even the 'teacher' can hear us from her room... lols...reali had a great tyme!! there was onli jokes n jokes n jokes!! cant help it!! my stomach was reali BURSTING.... went in to the toilet 2-3 times.... lols.... ate the most....
on the wae back home... walking... saw my dad n bro... join them go cozwae... hmm(wen can i go back)... i miz my home!! lols.... went to cold storage... bought some food... snacks...food again... snacks... and enough!! i can grow fat sia.... went back... had dinner with my family... yummylicious!! the menu was extremely inviting my appetite...
>> shark fin soup
>> nuggets
>> roasted chicken
cant help it...
yme to go now.... *yawns* nurul bersurai... bye!
10:58 PM
hello ppl!! todae has been a GREAT dae for me!! well.. my 'adorable' parents just bought me a ring... with GENUINE DIAMONDs.... its so irrestible!! wanna noe how much it cost them?? $175!! at least its like ONLY $13 of difference from Putri's watch!! not much difference wad.... anwe LOVE IT SO MUCH!! LOVE U GUYS TOO!! THANK YOU!! MUAX.... and it just looks PERFECT on my fingers... lols.... jk...hating 'kiddy'... sry putri... loving 'RAIN'!! lols... finished with my STUPID hw... finally!! tmr is gonna be a great dae!!
wad's so great bout tmr?? first... going to jurong bird park wit my family... *yea* then maybe going syafiq's hse wit putri to finish up the LAME project!! lols... well.. i guess im LEARNING how to manage my tyme.... guess its already tyme for me to learn... lols... anwe i wanna watch mr bean holidaes!!! thot of going jus now... but it jus doesnt seem ryte... lols... i mean we did not make it... due to some inconvinience caused... hmm.. yesterdae talked to putri for about 1 h 10 mins... then jus put down the fone jus now... talked about 1h 10 mins also... roughly ard there... 30 mins is TOO SHORT!! lols..
*yawns* nurul bersurai... see you soon...
12:48 AM
Friday, March 23, 2007
yo.. wassup ppl.. back from another tiring dae at skool.. indeed np is tiring.... dun noe why todae feel so tired.. almost slept in the campcraft lesson...keep yawning.. lucky not caught sia.. I HATE 'LIMAU'! She SUX!! I cant bliv she said that... how dare she.. fuck la her.. and that 'gedik' is trying to attract 'kiddy'!! they are stupid ppl! DUM DUM!! hate them LOADS!! GO TO HELL WITH THEM!!! but no worries man... i still hv 'RAIN' to look out for... *LOL*
why must ppl alwaes take away whatever i have in my hands? why? its alwaes not fair... i was jus about to enjoy the tyme of my lyfe and this ppl simply took that special moment of mine! sickening words jus come out from their useless mouths.. it reali offends me... it hurts...*sobs* but opportunities keep cuming... so no worries babe...
Yea! Putri is cuming for the heat!! *hope so* its pospone to next tues... lucky nvr clash wit my hmt agian!! go green house! u can do it! but Putri is alwaes the lucky one... red house ade byk budak wit 'nicknames'! Sha dun waste ur opportunity gurl!
okies... nurul bersurai! im off.. anwe happiee 'vivo' did not come!!
7:58 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
hello... todae..got sports event at yishun stadium... didn't even noe i was selected for the 200m heat.. i almost disqualified myself... cant run man.. but still went for it... rained halfway.. and luckily for me.. i havent run so i think it wud be postpone prolly.. wasted all my tyme there... looking at 'oo' .... 'n'... newcomer... lol.. skipped higher mly jus to waste my time at the stadium... cant bliv it man... anwe had loads of fun... laughter.. haha... lucky cikgu was there... add in the enjoyment for us.. lol...
tomoro wud be another great np dae! yea! luv and cherish every single sec spent in np... especially when there's 'kiddy'... dun noe this STUPID 'nicknames'?? forget it.... the only person who noes will be ME....lol..
that shud be it for now... anwe this is my first entry so cudnt talk much la... anwe im tired... *yawns*
nite...
10:38 PM
the three best buds... 
awww... sweet couples..
say cheese *snap*
stop fighting will ya?
emo punk?
stop fighting will ya?
